DON'T SAY IT TO ME.

okay this is not one if my chapters of the book, but to tell you that I'm in london right now and I am kinda bored becuz all we do it hang out at home and barely go out. Stay up until 9 in the morning and wake up on the afternoon. My back will break anytime soon and I will never pass my exams. I didn't bring any books and cause of that, my cousin wouldn't let me bring it since it's very heavy

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Life isn't fair. My cousin went out early in the morning, not knowing what she was doing, she went upstairs to Peaches room. Told her sister that she couldn't sleep. I wondered how she'd change so fast

Love is sweet, angels sing lightly across the evening sky,
the fateful sound of the heart beating in your ears make you want to shout,
I can hear babies cry loudly from afar, waiting for something to happen,
as I wonder weak and weary nothing will ever change in some sort.

I think about the things I will never do. I think about the things I will do. My heart tells me that I shouldn't but my head tells me that I should. My heart is not my brain and I know that. My head is neither my heart nor conscience, I shall dream of these things in the night, where I rest a sure that I will live forever.

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Sorry I haven't been blogging and all. I just finished my PMB's (exam) and now its holiday!
Yay! I am currently talking to my cousin and he is bored, hmm so am I. My heart has been hurting now-a-days and I don't know why. Oh well.. nevermind that. It's 2:06 in the morning and I haven't slept yet. Even Trey, well since he's out watching the soccer match on tv at a restaurant. Things I haven't told you were: 1. I can't talk to Harry 2. stay away from the cousins that are to close to me and 3. it is a must that we should work out after PMB's and come back to school slim.
WEIRD RIGHT! I know. I mean I can't even talk to my own bestfriend. GEEZ!. I am now off to bed since I have nothing in my mind left. Goodmornight to you all

Chapter three: new life, new day

Hey, I've been really busy and never done any updates on my blog.. I miss it:( Everything is changing in my life now. Fred is now long gone and now it's just me and trey. We're all getting the house ready for Hari Raya Aidil Fitri and I can't wait to see the house when its done. Right now, I'm talking to harry on MSN. Telling him how I missed talking to him and how I never came online when he waited for me. Anyways, I'm at the living room and doing nothing what so ever, just watching uncle joe paint the boarders on the wall. Ergh, the smell hurts my nose. I feel like running too the bathroom and take a shower again. WHATEVER! *laughs* I'm talking nonsence.

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I slept t 12:30 am and I was really tired, listened to Michael Jackson's song ' you are not alone' and I felt calm and relaxed. I woke up again, noticing that the song thriller was on, ' now wonder I had that in my dream' I thought to myself, I switched off the ipod and tired to sleep again but I couldn't. I turned around and saw Peaches on the phone with her boyfriend. It was funny, you see all they do is talk lovey-dovey then they get mad at each other for saying the wrong things... I mean, I don't do that as much to mine. It's 3:42 am and I can't get back to sleep. Sorry I haven't been doing my story updates lately, been busy studying for mock exams. STRESSED OUT HERE. "Ari, sleep" says Peaches, " Hmm, yeah hold on I'm about to finish this page"I replied.
I just need to know what to type right now and yet someone came in the room, " Is Peaches asleep?" asked Binxes. Then Peaches started to tell Binxes the story about her boyfriend saying "BOOBS", seriously I mean whatever they talk about he MUST have something going on with his English. Plus you know that he's Indonesian. I'm now listening to Binxes and Peaches talking about Roy and Jake and such. Damn, I can't stop laughing about Roy. Seriously, he is just so weird and funny when he speaks in Indon. Shit! it's 3:50 and I can't sleep!!! MUMMY HELP ME!

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I woke up at 12:30 and I don't feel tired for some reason. I actually slept at 9:30 am, which was funny. I'm watching wanted and I think it still rocks, COME ON PEOPLE! WAKE UP HERE!! WE GOT ALOT OF THINGS TO WATCH BUT THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME!. I forgot to tell you guys about the Transformers movie? well Megan fox is hot!! yet she's a man. laughing.
Anyways, I sang long way to go and call U out by Cassie ventura just now and trust me I suck so bad. Well it's a good thing I didn't video myself and post it up on YouTube. Now that would be a classic funniness.
wait, wait... I love the part where Fox kisses the Gibson guy in front of his ex-girlfriend. SERIOUSLY THAT WAS AWESOME!. I mean like no one has the guts to do that. I got another story for you... On July the fourth it's gonna be Trey's birthday and I didn't know what to give him, thats why I've been thinking about it all morning until 7:40 in the morning and I wrote a letter for him until 9:30 am, weird right. I even laughed while writing the freaking paper. I wanted to search for a brown envelope , you know the big one. And I couldn't find it, so I used the small white one instead. I suddenly realized that my heart was racing face and I was too excited. I didn't wanna make such a fuss about it so WHATEVER.
So here I am, sitting in the living room doing nothing and it's already 14:33 pm and I got nothing to do but type on this.. telling you about my life and such which is interesting [ I think?]. And I think that's it.

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I woke up around 3 pm and lie on the bed for awhile, thinking about life and I have no reason why. I watched Angels and demons with my cousin Matt, who was actually asleep when I came downstairs. It was an awesome movie I thought I was gonna flip. SERIOUSLY. When it was over, I went online for awhile and sat on the golden chair , I lay my head on the arm of the chair and did nothing but stare at the laptop. I then quickly opened my windows messenger and clicked my cousin Peaches for some help. I was trying to ask her if she wanted to eat out today but she changed the subject and I replied and didn't change it just yet. I asked her again if she wanted to eat out and she replied " NO! OKAY! JEEZ!!" with a roaring voice in my head, imagining if she really did yell at me.
I didn't wanna say anything anymore and I wanted to switch off my laptop and play another disc. Instead I saw Trey online and Harry. Not Fred. " Babyy" Trey typed with a smiling face. " yes?" I asked and giggled. I didn't wanna sound rude " what are you doing?how are you? where are you? how was your sleep? where's your cousins?" he typed, " hahaha hold on, I'm doing nothing but trying to watch TV. I'm good, what about you?. I'm in the living room and my sleep was great plus I'm with Matt" I typed and laughed alone like a complete idiot I am.
My legs shivered and I noticed how cold the living room was, so I turned off the air conditioner.
I lay my head on the arm and daydreamed for awhile. I imagined myself flying and floating with wings coming out of my back, I thought I was about to fall but I didn't. Binxes woke me up and shook my shoulder, " Ari! Ariana! wake up! your dreaming" she said. " WHAT?! am I dead?!" I woke up shaking, " no, your not I just said you were dreaming" replied Binxes and I said " Oh, good" and sat back up. She asked me to tell what happened in my dream and I was, but I was to tired to tell her every single bit and every part of it that it won't come true. I want it to come true though. ' I want it to come true please do' as I said in my head. I didn't move and so I sat down and shut up. It's 21:13 already and I listened to my cousins singing they're favorite song on the karaoke and now I'm typing like hell.....