We're cool - page 3 ( Matt's birthday, 27/06/09)

Everybody came over for the birthday party of Matt. Fred and his gang ( BROS), Fifi, Nat, Cangas, Binxes, Peaches, Jazz and so on. I invited my friends Lil and Lisha. We listened to Michael Jackson [ REST HIS SOUL] rock with you, blame it on the boogie and such. I love him. My uncle gave me his old ticket that was dated ' December 31 1996, 21:30'. Isn't that awesome. I helped my Uncles work on my mum's old room yesterday and I had alot of fun getting to know my mum more. Its like her not telling me that she had a life before I was born, and me getting to know who was my real dad. Well, I get to that later. Anyways, When we were at the party; I hung out with alot of people. My old friend, Nis and her best friend Musfira came, and I may have to tell you that was Matt's crush that came over. laughs. After playing my laptop I decided to mingle with everyone and I was bored. We all sang the birthday song to Matt and I was standing next to my two snow whites [ Lil and Lisha]. Next thing I did was to plan the game. The game is called 'Pictonary', and trust me its a freaking fun game to play with your friends and family. You readers should try it. Okay, when we all finished the game, my team, the GREEN TEAM WON!.
Later on I re-opened my laptop and played alone in the living-room. I keep on seeing Fred staring at me, I had to stare back at those wondrous eyes. But I know my limits and thats enough. I listened to some songs that nearly made me cry and went online. I chatted to Trey for a bit and that was it, I told him that I'd sign in my ipod since my laptop was running out of battery. I tired going on my Ipod but it keeps on rejecting me to go online. I hate it when it does that. I waited for the right time to go online and used Fring instead. Me, Fred, Matt, Jake and Cangas stayed in the living-room and played our Ipods and such. Fred and I had this eye contact and I couldn't stop staring, seriously, I giggled and did some stupid things and yet he didn't care but stare. I thought he looked good and I couldn't stop biting my lower lip. He kept staring at me and it made me smile alot. I didn't want to make everyone realize that we were staring again and again, that'll be weird. sigh.
It was already 12 and his little brother came in the house and told him to go home. Fred was panicking because his thought that his dad might yell at him or something but he had a change of mind when Matt and Peaches came out with him.
I sat down silently as my mother came in with a strong face. I keep thinking that she'd yell at me straight away and I'd cry alot with tears making my shirt wet. Instead, she made me pick up things on the floor and clean out the red carpet living-room. So now here I am typing...