I told Max about everything and he asked me if I can stay with him in my apartment. I froze for a moment and drifted off. "Hey ells, are you there?" he giggled. "Yeah yeah I'm here"I clicked and snapped out of it. Everything in my mind went clear and all I wanted to do was make it come back to me. I told him to pack up his stuff and he's sleeping in my room. I texted Dani that Max is going to sleep in the green room so he can have a closer eye on me and would help me study. I thinks he knows by now that everything about me and Max, yeah I think its all cleared up.
I unlocked the door and dropped the keys in the bowl. He walked in my room and put his clothes in the empty closet and hanged them. I saw him walking towards me to the kitchen and helped me cut the vegetables. I saw him wear shorts and it looked cute on him. I have never seen him wear shorts, only black or blue denim jeans. I smiled at him to make him think that I wasn't dreaming or anything and started chopping up stuff again. I saw him staring at me with confusion and asked me about stuff that I didn't want to answer. "Anna, is it okay for me to stay with you? cause I know your face doesn't look like you want me here" he told me. "Yeah I do want you to stay here and I don't really want to be alone and I like you being here with me" as I cuffed his shirt, making his nose close to mine. I kissed his nose and pinched his cheek. "Come on, we gotta finish up the chopping here" he said. I smiled and bit my nail. It wasn't anything new but I liked biting them but he just didn't realize it that well, until now that is. He caught me biting my nails and laughed. "What?" I asked him curiously. "Nothing, it's kinda cute that you bite your nails but don't make it as a habit,"he told me, So I stopped. I saw every thing chopped up already and that means we are ready to sleep. "Max are you coming?" I asked, "Yeah, hold on one more wrap and we've done everything" while he wrapped. "I'll be in bed," I joked and walked away. I didn't hear the door open but he was already inside the closet. I brushed my teeth and kissed him on the head and got in bed. He stood by the closet door and smiled at me while crossing his arms and sighed. "Goodnight Miss Board" he said and slept with me under the covers.
I thought about the things I've done in the pass and I'm glad it got me here.
I had a blank dream, it went all white. I woke up straight away and panicked, I felt my heart beating really fast and I ran to the bathroom. I thought I woke Max up but I didn't. I washed my face and breathed in and out. I turned around and saw Max sit up on the bed and wondered where I went. I walked back to the bed and saw him smile to me. I grinned and sat on the bed. "What's wrong?", he asked me and held my hand. "I had a seriously blank dream and I thought I was going to lose my senses or something, you know ", I explained to him. "Don't worry, its just a dream and you won't ever have anything like that again", he told me with a firm grip on my hand. I smiled and kissed his hand. I needed more time to breathe, he knew my face and so we took a walk around the apartment and sat down at the living room area. I'm not more of a living room person but I am more of a bedroom person. I love being around him, he made coffee and sat next to me. We talked all night until the sun rose up and on that day he said 'I love you'. He left me breathless, I didn't want to be the one that made him feel the way he felt before and so I replied 'I love you too'. I held him so tight and smiled. "Thank you so much for being there for me," I said to him and kissed his nose.
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