I GOT MY LAPTOP BACK!

I got my itouch!!!

but I want this phone! :(

my phone!!!

i got my laptop back

loves this

Thanks to you NADS!! i love these photos. and your awesome!!
Now, I'm like watching twilight, again and again and again.
I can't take my eye's off the television!
damn, I just wish I could be one of them. for example; like I could be the evil one that falls in love with jasper and shit. [laughs*]. I just wish I could be one of them! crap I am so super-duperly in love with JACKSON RATHBONE. A.K.A JASPER HALE.

JASPER HALE!!!!! HE'S DAMN HOT MAYNE!!?!?!?!!!

Isn't he just awesome!
damnnnnnnn.... just imagine there's a guy like him in brunei!!!!!
DAMN!!!!! thats sexy

i miss you so much baby

Baby, where are you???

i miss you so much. tell me what to do!!!! i need you here! by my side!

i love you :(((

Me and my teddy gettin all ready, gettin all ready to play

BLOG READERS MEET TEDDY! TEDDY MEET THE BLOGGERS!...

hey hey heyyyyy people I love this person and he gave me this teddy bear. [laughs*]
guess who gave the teddy to me?!

Thank you baby! for everything.. i loved it when we were lying on the couch together. and I'll miss that the most.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
I LOVE YOU!

Ipod touch

Hello babes, okay I got a new Ipod touch and it was given to me by my aunt! (i love her)
and it was awesome when I went shopping with her it was already 10 pm and the mall was about to close and we were at the mall, at the apple electronics place. I was shocked at first when my aunt asked me if I wanted one and I was even happier when she gave it to me. Thank you :)

Try and compare the new to the old. The ipod touch has 32 GB and the nano ipod has 4 GB. And in the middle is me! which is much awesome? ME I KNOW! [LAUGHS*].
My mum got pissed when my aunt gave me the ipod touch, and when I went back in the living room to start playing my laptop, she sent a text and it says "Don't open it yet! if you do put it in my room!". And I'm freaking scared to put it there and it was a gift!. I don't wanna suffer! GEEZ I GOTTA BE COOL...
Thank you again for the gift and I'll enjoy it

its 2 in the morning

Baby where are you? I miss you! I can't stand it, why did you have to go to KK..I wanna hold you once again. Whenever I'm sitting on the stair case, I cry cause it reminds me of the first time we met. Whenever I'm writing lyrics about love, I think about you and you make me write loads and loads of stuff. Whenever I sing, I try to not think about the audience in front of me, I only see you standing right in front of me. Whenever I dance, I dance with my heart cause in my heart theirs you.

Have you people read the harry potter books? well, all the words in every book that J. K Rowling wrote about harry potter is how much I love Taufik Idiris. <3.
I was a lost soul and I finally found the right person that can help me bring it back and save me.
He was the first guy that I fell in love with since year 7. And I had never felt that way before. He changed my life and I changed his.

He is now in KK with his brother in law. and I feel like I'm dead. I wanna kill myself[laughs*]. Kidding.....

I just want you to know that I love love love love love love you baby and you'll always be in my heart.

I LOVE YOU

Its better if your here

I love you..

ONE SENTENCE

its not that hard to be me.

I have a dream about you

I MISS YA LIL, ROSIE POSIE, IMANO AND NISS.
these are my stpri friends. but the little one is my cousin.

I love my PDS friends, I do. So much.
najihah, anand andy, ella, izzat, denise and musab.
I have other more pictures and the person I miss the most is EDDIE!
DAMN, its like I wanna go back in PDS again and school there.
I miss all of my friends and mostly the memories the we had there.
I promised my friends I would go back there for form 4 but how? its hard.
and thats my story.

loves

i love you

TAUFIK IDRIS is the most amazing guy you can ever meet. I feel like I'm the ONLY
girl that has a guy like that and trust me its AWESOME.
thats all i gotta say...
i love you

its retro!!!! day!!!

MY LOVE FOR RETRO IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART!
LETS BE COOL ABOUT THIS...
CHILL OUT.. AND RELAX
KEEPIN' IT REAL..
AIDAISSOCOOLLIKE

I don't freakin' look like her

Selena Gomez..

Why do people think I look like her?
I never wanted people to say that I freaking look like her! Its so damn hard to not hear people saying that I look like her in front of my friends. When I saw the movie "another Cinderella story" people start to say that I look like her whenever I smile, and all that shit. And I can't fucking stand that!. Okay I gotta chill.

lets talk about love. lets talk about shit. lets talk about life.
Or people will say if their love life has gone down the drain:
MY LOVE LIFE IS GETTING SHIT EVERYDAY!

okay now we can talk about love, I LOVE YOU TAUFIK IDRIS!!!!
[CAN YOU READ THAT?]

The nights of nights

[I love that night and I wanna have this night back again.]

You make me feel like I'm the only girl on earth standing next to you and never letting you go.
I love you baby and I am honored to spend my life with you until the day we die.
My life has been in a whirl win and it was making me spin around until my head got dizzy.
My life with you has made me a better person, and I thank you for that.
You make me happy everyday and every night.
Your all that I need and your the one.
I wanna spend my life with you even if we have to go through thick and thin.
Whatever the result is I just wanna make you happy or vise versa.
[If I never get to heaven]
I have an angel here on earth that I can call my very own. And if this world should end tomorrow at least I'll always be in your heart. If I should die before tomorrow comes,
I won't regret a single day because I have your love.
I found a piece of heaven the day when I found you.
Like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade. Like a sun will rise in the morning sky, you know that I am here t stay forever.
There are times when I look in your eyes, I see the love that we'll share, I see the joy inside.

[Without you I'm dead]
I listen t this very single song that made me think of you and it would make me cry whenever listen to it. And my cousin's would think I'm a bit stupid, but I'm crazy in love with you... damn... I can't think of anything else.
ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT
I LOVE YOU BABY

I MISS EVERYBODY

I MISS YOU IMAN!!

Hey everyone! do you know these girls? CAUSE I DO!!! IMAN, LIL', ROZIE POZIE, NINA AND ANIS! and i guess thats it baby!
LOVES!

WAZZZZAPPPPP

DUDE!! have you watched my videos!? well i hope you did!! and that means you guys are awesome! and I love you!

[CHANGING SUBJECT]

Okay lovelies, listen up...

Someone is coming to me house tonight and I am not gonna tell you who is coming. :p

And I want you guys to guess!! nah please don't!

I gotta go now and I'll talk to you all later

[I'M BACK BABY!]
It was such an amazing night, and I am so happy!! freakishly happy to fucking see him again!
we danced and we played around.. hugging here and kissing there. Its was like I was in the movies and it was awesome.
I never felt so happy in my life, But there was only one person that made me even happier but he's gone now[SUPERMAN]. But I'm freakishly in love with you baby! and I'll never let you go. My heart belongs to you and you only, My heart beats twice as fast when I see you, its like a person getting a freaking heart attack! [laughs*]. Now I'm dancing like crazy and listening to these songs;
download them if you want, I'll give the names. Its awesome;

• All of your love by hellogoodbye
• miss independent by Ne-yo
• closer by Ne-yo
• I just think she's the best by Hellogoodbye
• In ya phone by trey songz
  
• missing you by trey songz
• mind in the gutter by Chris crocker
  
• touchdown turnaround by hellogoodbye
• Everythings magic by Angels and Airwaves

[LOVE IS LOVE AND THERE IS MORE OF IT]
Hey everybody, what were we talking about last night?
well i don't know, OH YEAH! it was about me and my baby! I can't pull myself away from him cause I love him so much. Its like everyday I cry cause I miss him so much and his freaking phone is in deejay and I'm dying like HELLO-KITTY! and I need someone to hold at the moment.
The freaking feeling of love makes you do really crazy things that you really can't imagine doing and I'm always like this. When I love someone my heart beats faster then a person having a heart attack.
And I was like crying so hard that I went crazy at the living room and I was jumping around like stupid! [laughing*] Kidding kidding.

[I LOVE ME MORE]
i love me! YAY!!

I miss him so much! yet I'm bored

Ever feel like you just don't belong? I know, I felt that too. Well, at least it beats then getting bored everyday and at least your strange and weird that you might figure out a new thing to do.

For example; GAMEEEEES!! [laughs*]. You see this is how bored I am, I make up stuff about shit. 

Okay here's another one, What do you do when you pick your nose?

Do you wipe it on a chair, when no ones looking? :P Or do you wipe it on your friends back when

she turns to the other way. ah.. I bet you guys do that! I know I do [NOT!]. 

I'm am so random at the moment. dudes watch my youtube channel! its called 

"Arianarahman" and watch all my videos. PLEASE! and SUB SUB SUB SUB SUB SUB SUB SUB  &

RATE RATE RATE FIVE STARS!. And if you guys and girls do that then your awesome!

and I'll love you people forever and ever and ever!!

What was I suppose to talk about here? Oh yeah I miss him so much!

I love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him so much.

I took a picture of him when he came to my house and we did other things; I'm not supposed to tell you guys because its our little secret and please don't think differently because it will hurt my feelings. :P

I love it when he holds me close into his arms and i keep him safe and warm, I love it when he kisses me with his tender and gentle lips which makes me die into his arms. I love it when we sit next to each other because he knows that he'll be mine forever. I want us to last longer. I don't care about the  anniversaries and it doesn't really matter if people ask us how long we've bee together. I just want us to last longer then ever and I wanna make him happy always!

We met at my house and now he hasn't been home yet for three days. He has been at his friends house for the past few days and now he is in serious pain and trouble against his dad. And I'm gonna cry so much if his dad ever beats him hard. Damn, what a brutal father. I just don't want him to die early! I love him so much!!! and to tell you guys and girls that when I see him, my hearts beats faster then a person with a heart attack, and when he i bite him on the lip he smiles and tickles me everywhere. [awww*]. That is how much I love him. 

and too my readers thank you for reading my blog. 

cheerio amigos